The River Of Life
The Beaver River was an entity in itself. It flowed serenely, at times cascading, musically playing its way down the valley floor where it meandered and curved itself into a stream of sparkling, blue beauty. Its magic drew us to her. We were drawn mindlessly to the rapids that sang in soprano and alto, a duet of playfulness and delight. Then just below a fallen tree, the eddies would spin in miraculous, forever motion.
When I was twelve, I had a crew of pirates at my command. We built and manned a raft of cedar logs roped together with binder twine from my Dad’s barn. It didn’t matter that the pirates possessed brown, girlish legs like my own, or that we all giggled and wore pigtails. We were, nevertheless, the bravest bunch in all the valley and certainly more daring than the boys who dove off the high board at Ezra’s Bridge, into the deepest hole of the river.
It was at the Beaver River that we proved ourselves. On the river we sailed our vessel and scouted for bandits on the banks. In the river we went skinny dipping and knew the freedom of just “being”. On the sandy banks of the river, we built a fort that lasted well into our teenage years.
When we were twelve, we swapped stories about the mysteries of life and did not yet care to give up any of our priceless hours of watching the skippers on the river, for more grown up pastimes like dating boys. We spent lazy hours on our tummies, watching the grasshoppers in the long grass, and thought that to pray alongside the praying mantis meant our wishes would surely come true. Tadpoles were captured, named, and then mercifully let go again at the edge of the stream. Families were left intact, and at night we counted the fireflies and the stars.
Now, when I walk those banks of the river, no longer so close to home, I still hear the magical voices lilting in the air. Pirates they are, you know, calling out when the bandits come near, giggling to cover up the self conscious stretching of t-shirts across budding, little breasts, but bravely clutching their long poles, manning the big raft, and dearly holding onto the last threads of childhood.
pen name ~ cailin raine
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